喜欢的原因

记得有一天，我问你喜欢我什么？
你是这样说的

“好吧对你说实话吧
我都不知道我具体喜欢你什么，我只知道，和你在一起的时间是过得最快的，每天都会不自觉的想起你，脑袋里，全是你的影子！喜欢听你说话，喜欢在一起的感觉 喜欢你什么都听我哒，喜欢你的一切！包括你的优点和缺点”


我没有和你说过喜欢你
当然不会告诉你喜欢你的原因

我喜欢你能逗我笑，喜欢你在我想说话是静静聆听，在我不想说话时说话给我听。喜欢你可以包容我的坏脾气，喜欢你能喜欢我的不温柔。喜欢你在我做错事时，轻声地说，没事，有我在。喜欢你因为要陪我每个星期都不出门。

我想起第一次遇见你，我没给你好脸色，语气也很不好，可是你还是用很好的态度对我。
你说因为认识我才知道什么叫思念， 你说让我开心是你每天重要的任务，如果我不能开心， 你就要和我一起难过。 你说。。。。

你说的太多。。。


分开的第四天，你问我这么快就学会独立吗？ 我说在学。
你打来，我还是接了，因为太想念你，因为想听听你的声音。
你不发一语，我一样的没好气的问，怎么打来不发一语？ 找我有事吗？
你说，只是想听听我的声音。。。

现在的我没办法不想你，只能试着不找你。
亲爱的，可能这并不是爱情，我们只是依恋对方而已。
有一天我们都会习惯没有彼此的生活，或是有别的人代替彼此在心目中的地位。。。
我只有相信没有什么是过不去的。。

MC

i went to see doctor this afternoon,around 1pm, the clinic door sticked a paper written " Open 2:30pm" and the 3 nurse were sleeping at the Sofa, i knocked the door. Asking them to let me in cos i feel really unwell.And so, i sleep with them on the Sofa.


2.30pm, doctor came, i told doctor my heartache, cant breath easily, whole body pain, feel wan to vomit. after he check everything, he gave me pill to sleep. he said is my heart problem. i need rest. i stared at him and asked," really? so i don't have any problem?" He said.. just stress. Before i leave his room, he said, girl, you are charming, don't let a guy who leave you control your emotion. Seems like he saw something from my eye. i smiled at him (instead of cry) and said " Thank You! you are so sweet" and leave the room with MC.


Today is the 3rd day.i only cried once, the rest of time i keep thinking about him. i miss his voice, his face and his everything. Although i knew we will apart in the future, but never imagine this will come so fast. i still very depending on him somehow. God, give me brave to face the life without him, or send me some better man to replace him ba...