Wednesday, October 29, 2008

2nd day of my ITP

today is my second training day, yesterday was kinda bored. nothing to do for whole day!!! but today is much more better, my boss gave me something to read, and told me will assigh project to me very soon. Protron project, wow...just wonder can i make it onot? i m just a "noe nothing" student. my office only got 4ppl (include me), one malay gal and one malay guy. others are chines guy. Basically can say they r not bad,ya, just NOT BAD ok...noe wat i mean?

this is the "coolest" envirement i had been, makes me miss my ex boss and colleges. thanks them makes me feel warm when i was working v him. but i found that tat stay away from home in the pass 4 years really changed me alot. Last time i m a very braveless girl, i always feel helpless in a unfamiliar envirement. but now i feel nothing even there is no one ask u for lunch or tea. I guess i m a independent women now..hahaha! wat u think?

now my life is only home or work. feel stress cos my fyp..hope everything will be alrite and can get closer v my new college soon. friends, i miss all of u very very much...

sorry for my typo,my pc cant auto checking for me, and i m lazy to check too. OK la, need to back to my place and cont" reading d. Take care

Friday, October 17, 2008

The day before French exam

Tomorrow is my french exam le, but now i still checking those word v dictionary. Have to force myself to finish memorize by tonight.

La Tour Eiffel

La Pyramide de Louvre

La Maison
Famous People in french

so many things to memorize, but really don hv mood to study. while everyone is starting enjoy, go home , prepare for training. ME still stay in front the pc and study, my roomate also got exam till 18th, but she been playing v her pc for many days. and never touch the note. wat a big different!!! sometime really not happy to see how they study, stucture questions lecture got give answer, just memorise 2 sheets of paper! MCQ also got tips, even told them which slide need to study, nonic study all slides. walau ei, same mmu student, we study like sapo and so zai, they study like "immortal". Useless to complain here since i m a final year student already. maybe this kind of stress make us easy to survive in the industrial next time. looking forward to my short break and relieve from my braces..i cant wait anymore..hahaha

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Hoo Ray......

my 1st trimester of final year will be ending very very soon. just need to wait for 2 more days, after my french exam, then i ll be relieve. ha ha, actually oredy relieve after emi and law paper. the mcq questions in the law paper are damn hard, i tot i feel hard cos i just read tru once. and at the moment i just wondering was i really old d? y i don hv any impression of those words. But i don care so much, i guess and hope i wont fail. i even come out earlier from the exam hall and waiting for the sushi king...hahaha, sushi king members day again! i think this is the 4th time i "join this festival". all i can say is JJ's sushi king really did a lousy job on this. and feel kinda watse, watse my time and money, but is ok la, treat as a last gathering b4 training v my friends.

One thing makes me so happy which is i finally can take out my braces le. 1 and half years, i cant smiling v my teeth. Really feel happy, but the bad thing is i need to go KL to take out cos my doctor nv expect my teeth will be done so fast. And if i wan to wait him come melaka again, i hv to take leave v my training company and take bus from jb to melaka for my braces and take bus go back jb on the same day. will be kinda troublesome and tired i think. so now i hv to plan good good about the kl trip. suan bian find my cyber friend since long time nv meet ba. but still really happy to finish my braces life. Hoo Ray
here wan to say happy holiday and training day to all my friends. will miss u all lots.muaks

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Almost Lover

Good friend aki intro this song to me just now

bring me back to some memories. remind me for someone. miss him somehow

Almost lover
a fine frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes1
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you''''d want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I''''m trying not to think about you
Can''''t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should''''ve known you''''d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
Well, I''''d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you''''d want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I''''m trying not to think about you
Can''''t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should''''ve known you''''d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you''''re gone and I''''m haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I''''m trying not to think about you
Can''''t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you''''d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Monday, October 6, 2008


yesterday i downloaded a lot of old songs and read a lot emails since there is so boring to stay in frond of my pc and studying Antenna. Those songs and contains of emails ain't new to me, i had read and listen to them more than "many" times. But this time is different, suddenly feel so meaningful , like i finally understand what its really mean, and the feeling of the authors.maybe this proved i oredy grown up(=grown old?) , or let me noe sometime we will only noe the feeling when we get tru sth. so it makes me believe that we hv no rite to claim or complain a "zhang bei"(the person older than us) tat they did wrong or blame them for sth. as long as we nv get tru the happend they meet, we will nv noe their feeling. maybe what we believe is right is not so right and same for the bad.
so now wish to share to you all those phrase i feel is meaningful. and hope u all feel the same way too...
1. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

2. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

3. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

4. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

5. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

6. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

7. 问你何时曾看见 这世界为了人们改变
有了梦寐以求的容颜 是否就算是拥有春天

want to say something to my cousin ah ghim also, thank u for always caring me. u make me feel like u r my real brother, and this feeling is great. i m glad i m came mmu cos it give me a chance to get closer with u. Thank u brother!

ok..i m not really "寂寞难耐" ah.. just this song remind me for the primary school friend wei ling. heard tat his dad pass away last week. hope he RIP

Saturday, October 4, 2008

I gonna miss u all

i just come back from hometown yesterday, busy studying for final. Dint study much at home as i had fever for more than one week. cham la, now bcome lagi stupid after sick. Back to my room, everything tat i miss during study week at home , my window, my bed,my pictures, my poster my pillow, my pc,my make up box, my books and my freedom. 5 years stay melaka, sometime i feel scare, i feel i m bad,cos i really feel staying here is more comform than stay at my home. since many years b4, my study table occupied by my sis and brother d, my room control by my sis, my bed location change by my sis and mum, nothing seems like really belongs to me. And i feel everythings had changed, and everyone had changed. My sis, my mum, my brother, even my friends. or maybe i m the one who changed!!
gonna back home for Training soon, i guess i will miss melaka. i will miss my friends; miss the way xiao chyi say 38 thing; miss the way Marilyn kidding v me; miss the way Aki complain shahidul; miss the way mei shan gia si; miss sze siang said he is not longer my best friend; miss the way florence care me; miss the way lee meng worrying; miss the way poingee speack french to me;miss the way kelvin wondering y i so happy; miss the way my make up teacher call me moli dian zi; miss the way lilo ask me go to c tien sze d?; miss the way tien sze ask me don worry so much; maybe even will miss daniel brought shao bao for me and ask me don so siu hei after i angry him for around one sem. seems like too many things to miss! what will my life be when i training? will i still be happy without my friends, my yoga class, my make up class, my french class, my"online" life?